tumblarity is at 3. feels good being away from the internet.
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AIM: KILL YOUR GRIEF
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2009-08-20
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2009-08-08
ughhhhhhiuahhh get out of my DREAMS. my right ear lobe got swollen and infected yesterday, i took out my taper and blood and a glob of white pus oozed out. never before have i ever felt so repulsed by something did i turn physically ill. besides that i had a lovely day with fernie!
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2009-08-03
my top five artists this week: who cares
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2009-07-31
covered in house paint for two days, in desperate need of massaging, filled with anxiousness, walking around feeling like a zombie, preparing to rip up a book about the human brain, currently waiting for cat to get out of the shower so i can get CLEAN and put on this spongebob t shirt. definitely looking forward to august
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2009-07-27
super uneventful past few days, with the exception of meeting/getting shunned by eric wareheim at awesome con. i’ve been looking through old photos for the past hour or so and i’m both nostalgic as well as grossed out. but i’ve found a few golden jpegs, never 2 b deleted.
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2009-07-23
lottery or car crash? or you join a cult!
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2009-07-20
horoscope sez: get ready for a month of fun and frolics that begins tomorrow! that’s nice to know. went to gay pride on sunday, saw trannies and got cocksickles, got asked by a blonde les in a bikini “where da weed at?” and i’m still waiting on a call from amc…………………………………………………….
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2009-07-17
this week’s all about repetition. i just saw harry potter for the second time (i didn’t have to pay this time around), going to the beach tomorrow for the third time this week, and i’ve been having ridiculous dreams revolving around movie dates. i also had a dream a couple days ago in which i overheard some girls in the school bathroom plotting to jump some chick they had a problem with, they were gonna stick their “thumbs up her ass to teach her a lesson”. i spent the rest of the dream running around trying to warn a principal to keep this from happening. anyway i had a job interview at amc last week but have yet to get a call back from them. i must be a fool if they don’t hire me!
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2009-07-06
hit by a wave of frustration and restlessness. experienced a slight case of sleep paralysis earlier today; i had realized i was dreaming when my body tensed up and froze and i started hearing voices/music. i started to panic but i woke up before anything really terrifying could happen.
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developed another roll of film and scanned a few more photos yesterday. it’s kind amusing seeing how much attention they’re getting from girls that reblog a million photos with inspirational quotes in giant helvetica and follow fuckyeahgirlswithcameras or something. but whatever, visited the aquarium for free, which was cool. poked at sea anemones that wrap around your finger and feel like tiny suction cups.
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2009-07-04
saw fireworks from the freeway during the ride home from dinner with my family earlier. hung out with vico and melanie yesterday, roamed around the park, watched the dark crystal, baked cookies, told ghost stories. it was great to see them, i hadn’t in a while! i got a disposable camera developed for the first time since middle school, scanned a few of the photos and upped them on flickr. my favorite is this one of fernie. brings back good memories! we were running towards this teepee at a lonely day care center. afterwards we sent smoke signals from his house.
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2009-07-01
whilst walking to a taco shop today a man with a shopping cart told me and my friends to “be careful, ladies.” he smiled and went about his ways. hung out with people i haven’t seen in a while, watched a movie, got a debit card, ate cake. today was nice~
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2009-06-30
been tweeting more often than usual. went to point loma today with my bro, checked out old lighthouses, tidepools, and seaside cemetaries. ocean mist all up on my glasses. but it was really nice. my quest for a job is ongoing. had plans to go to SF all next week but they were cancelled due to doctor’s appointments that couldn’t be rescheduled. what a bust! running financial errands and spending time with dear friends tomorrow. got offered to contribute to a zine. hope this works out! also, it’s funny seeing my tumblarity go up so much because of “sad girl.”
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2009-06-28
these past couple of days have been about driving around with my dad, henry miller, nicolas cage, dirty diana and human nature by michael jackson, insomnia, and applying at a few more places, like kmart’s food court in desperation. i’ve been having some strange dreams, including having a twin with a terrible skin disease, tarantulas crawling all over my bed (i was ready with a vacuum to suck them up), my graduation ceremony repeated, but probably more enjoyable, and spontaneous family road trips. anyway, i’m looking forward to this week, i have some loose plans made with friends. oh, and someone should come to this with me (aug 13)
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2009-06-26